Real talk

I'm just trying to graduate!

My heart radio

Music is how your heart speaks to the world. This is what my heart has to say:

Coco butter kisses - chance the rapper 

Lost- chance the rapper 

Girls like you - Miguel 

Video games - Lana del Rey 

She will be loved - maroon 5

Steal my girl - 1D

I'm not the only one - Sam smith 

3005 - childish gambino 

Too much - drake

Picture me rolling - 2pac

Mr. Brightside- the killers

All eyez on me - 2pac

Thugz mansion (acoustic version) - 2pac

California king bed - Rihanna 

No role modelz- j cole

Love yourz- j cole 

Be lazy - skizzy mars 

Planes - jeremih ft. Chance the rapper 

Spider head - cage the elephant 

American beauty - drew Holcomb & the neighbors 

Boyz-N-The-Hood -eazy e 

You and the 6 - drake

The way I am - Ingrid Michaelson 

Pinch me - the barenaked ladies

Frank Sinatra- cake

Pink matter - frank ocean

Awkward- Tyler the creator 

Pilot- Tyler the creator 

Teen idle - marina and the diamonds 

Car radio- twenty one pilots 

Poetic justice- Kendrick Lamar 

The man - aloe blacc 

Feel good - gorillaz

Power trip - j cole 

Chum- earl sweatshirt 

All of me - John legend 

Charlotte- Huey Mack 

Just believe- g eazy 

Promises - wiz khalifa 

Stand by my woman- Lenny kravitz

Family business- Kanye west 

Photograph - Ed sheeran 

Heart

The things in my heart

I remember part 2

I remember when my hero was born! You may be younger but you inspire me everyday to work harder and be a better me. I never thought that you would change my life so much. I remember holding you for the first time and my whole body flooding with happiness. I remember your first smile and how you could illuminate a football stadium with joy. I remember the day I found out you had cerebral palsy and I cried for hours not understanding how much of a blessing your disability would be for our family! I remember your first steps and from that day on I knew that I could do anything I set my mind to! 

I remember

I remember the first day of English 

I remember not listening at all, but racking my brain to find the right words to say to you

I remember all I came up with was "hey! What's your name?".

I remember forgetting your name but never forgetting your beautiful blue eyes

I remember you asking me on our first date

I remember feeling sick of nerves all day getting ready for our date

I remember you picking me up with your wavy hair and the blue shirt you were wearing 

I remember the cold cafe rio and not having forks

I remember the dance, and feeling care free because I felt as if i had known you for years 

I remember after the dance sitting by the fire and accidentally melting my shoes 

I remember the porch and wishing I had kissed you

Shoes part 2

Here is a little video about shoes! 

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8jhS_sBu25A

Shoes

Shoes are like love, you can never have enough!

Reveal

Experiment

Why suicude?

The problem with our philosophy is equal rights to all that are free
But people in the streets are captive by their poverty

There is something I don't understand
Why is the one that's depressed the same one who had all his wants placed in his hand
Not knowing the value of a dollar
And never inhaling the sweet scent of life

Why is the "poor" kid struggling to survive
While the "rich" kid taking his life?

Fear of the future

The future is scary because every decision you make today will impact your future in some way or another. It might affect you later that day or maybe it won't matter until years later. That is why I am afraid of the future because it starts now!

Fears

people say there is nothing to fear but fear itself.
So I guess you can say I am a afraid of fear, and all that it contains
I fear talking to teachers when I have a bad grade
I fear little dogs
I fear quick sand
I fear aliens
I fear growing up
I fear cute girls talking to me
I fear writing blogs

Welcome to my inner thoughts....


I'm sensitive way to much
I'm what some would call "depressed", but I prefer the term teenager
I'm mean to people that I shouldn't be mean too
I'm afraid of 87.3% of things
I'm good looking 
I'm angry at my "dad"
I'm into fashion 
I'm addicted to music
I'm my biggest hater
I'm good at hiding my emotion
I'm a lot of things but I'm 100% ....... 



ME